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Vor kurzem laß ich in dem Buch "Jesus" von Klaus Berger folgendes Zitat eines bekannten Theologen der Moderne: "Ich kann nicht gleichzeitig einen elektrischen Schalter benutzen und an die Himmelfahrt Jesu glauben." (Rudi Bultmann) Und wie gehts uns damit in der Postmoderne? Wir bloggen online und in Farbe, machen Photos mit unseren Mobiltelephonen die auch Musik abspielen können... und trotz all dieser tollen Gadgets hat unser Glauben Platz für Himmelfahrt, Verklärung oder die Speisung der 5000. Ich finde das ziehmlich cool. Wunder sind den Menschen zumutbar, oder?

So, I figured I should break it down using dreammoods.com just for the hell of it. Haha.

To dream of a kiss, denotes love, affection, tranquility, harmony, and contentment. To see others kissing in your dream, suggests that you are too involved in their personal lives and relationship. You need to give them some space. If the dream ends just about you are about to kiss someone, indicates that you are unsure of how he or she really feels about you. [<---?!] You are looking for some sort of relationship with this person but you are not sure about how to go about achieving it. If you are heterosexual and you dream that you are kissing someone of the same sex, then it represents self-acceptance. You are acknowledging the feminine or masculine side.

To dream that you are kissing someone's hand, signifies respect.

To dream that you are kissing someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend, indicates your wish to be in a relationship and to experience the energy of love. You may be sexually acting out and desire to awaken your passion. Alternatively, it indicates a lack of integrity on your part.

If you are kissing a close friend, then it represents your respect and adoration for your friend. You are seeking some intimate closeness that is lacking in some waking relationship. It may or may not signify a romantic interest for him or her. [?!?!?!]

To dream of kissing an enemy, signifies betrayal, hostility, or reconciliation with an angry friend. Consider also the saying "this kiss of death". If you are kissed by a stranger, then your dream is one of self-discovery. You need to get more acquainted with some aspect of yourself.

To dream that you are in a market, [Close enough, I was in the parking lot, haha.] represents some emotional of physical need that you are currently lacking in your life. You may be in need of nurturance and some fulfillment. Consider the specific items that you are shopping for. Alternatively, the market signifies frugality.

To see a barren market in your dream, signifies depression and gloominess. There is a void in your life.

To dream that you are driving a car, denotes your ambition, your drive and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another. Consider how smooth or rough the car ride is. Whether you are driving the car or a passenger, is indicative of of your active role or passive role in your life. If you are in the backseat of the car, then it indicates that you are putting yourself down and are allowing others to take over. This may be a result of low self-esteem or low self-confidence. Overall, this dream symbol is an indication of your dependence and degree of control you have on your life.

To dream that you car has been stolen, indicates that you are being stripped of your identity. This may relate to losing your job, a failed relationship, or some situation which has played a significant role in your identity and who you are as a person.

To dream that your car is overheating, suggests that you are expending too much energy and need to slow down or run the risk of becoming burnt out. You may be taking on more than you can handle. It is time to take a breather.

To see a parked car in your dream, suggests that you need to turn your efforts and energies elsewhere. You may be needlessly spending your energy in a fruitless endeavor. Alternatively, a parked car my symbolize your need to stop and enjoy life. To dream that you cannot find where you parked your car, suggests that you do not know where you want to go in life.

To dream that you are almost hit by a car, suggests that your lifestyle, beliefs or goals may be in conflict with another's. It may also be symbolic of a jolting experience or injured pride.

To dream that you are unable to roll up the windows of your car, suggests that you are showing some hesitation and reservation about the direction that you are taking in life or the path that you have chosen.

To dream that you are in parking lot, suggests that you need to slow down and take some time to relax from your daily activities. [Okay, WHAT daily activities?! I'm constantly bored. -____-]

To dream that you cannot find a parking space, indicates your inability to find your place in life. You may still be on your quest to find your talent or niche where you belong. [That sounds about right, but I didn't dream about that.] Alternatively, it may reflect your busy life and the lack of time you have.

To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

To see your childhood friend in your dream, signifies regression into your past where you had no responsibilities and things were much simpler and carefree. You may be wanting to escape the the pressures and stresses of adulthood. Consider the relationship you had with this friend and the lessons that were learned. Alternatively, the childhood friend may be suggesting that you have been acting in a childish manner and you need to start acting like an adult.

To dream that your best friend is dying, suggests that some aspect or quality that your best friend possess is dying within your own self.

ps. ten wpis bedzie mial dalszy ciag. w niedziele.

ROBIN YOU'RE STILL THE ONE SINCE 7TH GRADE<333

Haha, anyways!
Today was was fucking hot. I didn't do much today, but I was in a good mood so I just wanted to do something, anything. I went to the post office for my grandpa, went to Walmart to buy hair dye and ran into James, went back home to dye my hair back to black, watched Mirrors with Ruben, then killed time at Target until closing. Ruben and I missed the first 15 minutes of Mirrors and were all like "WTF LOL" throughout the whole thing annnnnnnnd we learned that browsing around Target is pretty relaxing.

On another note, I'm beginning to rediscover music on my ipod, which is cool. For example I'm listening to Bloc Party right now. I forgot how good they were. Uhhh, what else is on my mind? OH! Speaking of music...shows! It's about to be that time where it's like show after show after show after show. I'm excited?!

Okay goddammit, I give up I'm tired. THE END.

As lame or TOTALLY GAY as it sounds, John Mayer made me feel more positive than I've ever been in the past few days. :3

]]> http://josallethegreat.wordpress.com/?p=107 Wed, 01 Oct 2008 06:03:19 +0000 josallethegreat http://josallethegreat.pl.wordpress.com/2008/09/30/meet-me-in-montauk/

"I wish you'd stayed."
"I wish I'd stayed, too. NOW I wish I'd stayed. I wish I'd done a lot of things. I wish I'd... I wish I'd stayed... I do."

So last night I decided to make a drive to the beach at around 6. I was there for about an hour and a half. I was just walking by the water, feeling the sand between my toes, and just starring off into the waves. It felt good just walking without an actual destination and just listening to whatever the fuck I was listening to on my ipod. I just wanted to really chill out and as gay as it sounds, I ended up laying down in the sand looking up at the clouds and the stars. I fucking kid you not, I saw something in the sky. SHOOTING STAR?!?!?! Seriously, what the fuck? I know right. I fucking saw one. I wasn't under the influence or anything. I was totally straight. I didn't even get to wish cause I was so caught off guard. And it was all, I don't know, it somewhat fit with whatever I was feeling. I mean come on.

ANYWAYS!
My alone time at the beach led to a visit to Chula Vista.
I had a much needed talk with him and reassured that what's happening really IS happening. I finally got closure? Yeah I guess...
and you know what else? I fucking saw another shooting star while we were talking outside my car. I KNOW RIGHT?

Then after that, I didn't know what to do so I called Tina. I slept over, we talked about stuff and afterwards I already felt better.

Now that I'm pretty much over the fact that he has moved on,
I came to realize that I wasn't even sure that I wanted to get back with him anyway. This is just harder since I recently became hopeful for something to happen. It's harder because during the past few months I convinced myself that I was okay when I really wasn't, regarding the idea of him and me that is.

RELAPSE?! I guess.

pokolenie nasza-klasa.pl

I feel better and now...
I'm working on letting goooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

Call me stupid. Go ahead, I should've known.
Call it karma. I knew I had it coming.

I want to get my thoughts straight, but I can't.
My nerves are getting the best of me. I feel like gagging and my hands are shaking.

I feel...used? Not really?! Sort of?!!!?
Are you fucking kidding me?
I thought I was okay? I guess, not?

Well, anyway!
Thanks a lot, really, THANKS. I appreciate you telling me straight up and caring about how it'd make me feel. Thank you SO MUCH for letting me know in a-how do I say?-gentle manner? Because you know, it totally doesn't hurt that this is really REAL and REALLY happening.

I hope you know I'm being 110% sarcastic with what I just said.

Bye.

Get the fuck out of my head.
I almost want you to get the fuck out of my life so I can be sane again, but we all know that's a lie.

This is fucking bullshit.

stojac nad ziemia widze brakujacy chwyt. chwila odpoczynku, jesli sie przlozy oko do otworu, to mozna zobaczyc swiatlo. 

:)

ps. a wczoraj odbyl sie kolejny Kram, na ktorym swoje prace prezentowala min Mia_mi.

Why hurry when I'm home
I hurry when I'm home
I'll go
No No No No

Why hurry when I'm home
I hurry when I'm home
I'll go
Oh I'll go

It's really not bad
Not worse than you thought
He'll never come back as the man you dropped
He'll never come back as the man you loved

It's not that bad
Not worse than you thought
He'll always come back as the man you dropped
He'll never come back as the man you loved

I told her
I told her
I told her
Oh go
I told her
I told her
I told her
No No No No No!

No No No No

Why hurry when I'm home
I hurry when I'm home
I'll go
No No No No

Why hurry when I'm home
I hurry when I'm home
I'll go
Oh I'll go

Shhhhhh.....

skasowalam swoje alternatywne konto na flickr, dwa zdjecia, do ktorych mam szczegolny sentyment przerzucam tu, na pajeczaki.

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probuje tez ogarnac swoje archiwa zdjeciowe, a takze stare rysunki... gdzie to wrzucac, a raczej gdzie nie wrzucac.

>>

I've had it. I'm done...at least I want to be.

I've made my share of attempts to be on good better terms with you. I've started conversations to see how you're doing, I've suggested spontaneous hangouts and blahblahblah. I know everything can't be the same again, but shit, I want my friend back. To be honest with you, I miss you and I envy those who are close to you and with that being said...it makes me miss you more. Don't get me wrong, this makes me seem all sad, pathetic or whatever, but I'm not. I'm fine actually. It has been a few months since we've been over and I've had a lot of much needed time of being "free." This is just that sort of feeling that's in the back of my head. It's there, but it isn't.

But whatever, right now I don't know how I'm feeling. I guess since nothing is really going on with me, you know this whole empty blahblah feeling I've been feeling, I've been thinking a lot.

I've been thinking about how weird it is that I've been through so much with you for so long. It's fucking weird dude. I feel like the idea of "us" never even happened. I'll randomly find pictures of us being all gay together, little notes and cards you've written and made for me, and find some of your old clothes that I never got around to giving back and think, "What the fuck?" Then feeling all weirded out (and sad?), I'd remind myself why we didn't work out, why I called it quits, and why I thought it was for the best. Was I wrong though? Scratch that last thought. I'm already past thinking about whether or not I was wrong or right back then. Shit's been done already, so whatever.

Our conversation today was pretty lame. It was one sided.
So fuck that. I'll talk to you whenever I talk to you and I'll see you whenever I see you.

I'm accepting the fact that we can't be just friends...for now at least. So for now I'll settle for being some kind of acquaintance? Well I'm more than that, but I'm not going to get into any further details about all the shit you said about how important I am to you and all that blahblah bestfriend shit since it's probably flushed down the toilet by now anyway...

Soooooooooooo, hope all is well with you.
I wish you the best in everything you do.
I still have love for you but of course it isn't the same....and don't forget I think you're a good person too.

Buuuuuuuuut it's not like you're going to read this anyway since we're not friends via MySpace because you think I'm not a "good friend." Ha. Ha. Ha.

Bye for now...

Love,
JoSalle

pitta_patta

Do I put people before myself too much?
Whether it has to do with money, emotions, relationships or school...I just want my efforts to be appreciated. I don't mind going the extra mile for certain things, but I wouldn't mind getting things in return. Does that make me selfish?

I don't know, just a thought.