Anyways, I made a rare trip to MySpace, and my hatred for its children was renewed.  I came across the most moronic piece of hastily strung together words I've seen in quite some time.

I have decided to reproduce them here in hopes of shaming morons everywhere into being a little less dumb, at least as much as they can help it.  After that, I only ask that you, America's dumbest citizens, stop voting.  People with brains don't need you fucking things all up.

So here it is, I'll tear it apart point by point later, but I wanted to give it to you in its true, awful form first so that it might punch you squarely in the brain with its idiocy.

Also, I should point out that the formatting was added by me because I can't abide spending more time reading something than its author took writing it.  Other than that, the text is a full on copy-paste.  So take a little time to note the wholesale butchering of common English words, because I want to further drive home how absurd it is that a person this dumb is even allowed to graduate high school, let alone vote in a presidential election.

Update: As if this wasn't irritating enough, the person who wrote this fucked the formatting so bad that it simply will not paste without numerous errors.  Since I have to retype everything, this will likely end up being two separate posts.  Don't worry though, I'm taking extra care to copy it letter for letter.

To: All

most of these I have looked up myself to verifiy or else i wouldnt be posting it as a bullitin and i watched the interview with Bill O'riley weather your a Christian or not trust me we dont want a Muslium in the white house just as a reminder thats who we are at war with

Actual verified quotes from Barack Obama speeches and interviews:

"You know, my faith is one that admits some doubt."

"All people of faith --Christians, Jews, Muslims, animists, everyone-- know the same God."

"I believe there are many paths to the same place."

(These are not beliefs of a real Christian)

"We are no longer a Christian nation; we are now a nation of Christians, Jews, Muslims, Buddhists."

(Our forefathers fought and died for our right to be a Christian nation)

Ridiculing Jesus own words in the Bible:

"The Sermon on the Mount, a passage that is so radical that its doubtful even our own Defense department would survive its application."

(Sounds like Rev Wright?)

In a 2007 interview, Obama rembembered the Islamic evening call to prayer as:

"one of the prettiest sounds on earth at sunset."

He even recited the opening lines, complete with Arabic accent:

"Allah is Supreme!  Allah is Supreme!  Allah is supreme!  Allah is supreme!  I witness that there is no god but Allah!  I witness that there is no god but Allah!  I witness that Muhammed is his prophet!"

(Would any real Christian recite this publicly?)

In an interview with George Stefanopoulis, Obama stated:

"--my Muslim faith."  fortunately for him Stefanopoulis corrected him, "you mean Christian faith."

"My Christian faith."

A comment he made in San Francisco when he did not know the microphone was on:

"Its not surprising then, they get bitter, they cling to guns or religion or antipathy to people who aren't like them"

(Speaking about middle class citizens)

At a speech in Germany:

"I have become a symbol of America returning to its traditional values"

(Most every Liberal and Obama position is in direct opposition to traditional American values, as any educated person knows.)

When questioned by Rick Warren "At what point is a baby entitled to human rights?":

"Answering that question with specificity, uh, uh, you know is above my pay grade, uh, uh, but, but, but let me, I think, uh, uh, and so, uh, our, um"

(quoted verbatim)

(Obama supports killing babies even after they are out of the womb)

"I've got two daughters.  9 years old and 6 years old.  I am going to teach them first of all about values and morals.  But if they make a mistake, I don't want them punished with a baby."

(Explaining why he is in favor of abortion)

"The bomb that was dropped on Pearl Harbor"

(Perhaps he flunked history?"

"We could save as much oil as they talk about getting by more drilling if everyone just put more air in their tires and got a tune up"

(Cars dont get tuneups any more.  Perhaps he means helium in the tires?)

"Over the last 15 months, we've traveled to every corner of the United States.  I've now been in 57 states?  I think one left to go."

(There are 57 Muslim states))

"We can't drive our SUVs and eat as much as we want and keep our homes on 72 degrees at all times... and then just expect that other countries are going to say OK.  That's not leadership.  That's not going to happen."

(Under his presidency we must have smaller cars, less to eat, and colder homes.)

When questioned by Rick Warren about who are the three wisest persons you know and who you would rely on for advice in you administration?:

"You mentioned one person I'd be listening to, Michelle, my wife.  Not only is she wise but she is honest.  Another person is my grandmother."

(The main advisors to the Oval office would be his wife and grandmother!  Unbelievable!!)

In interview with Bill O'Reilly:

"My plan will give a tax reduction to 95% of Americans"

(A person in his position should know that around 50% of Americans already pay no income tax)

"We coach Little League in the Blue States and have gay friends in the Red States."

(Make any sense?)

"You know, you can put lipstick on a pig, but its still a pig"

(Some believe he was referring to Sarah Palin?)

Would you trust the leadership of our great country to a person who would say things like these quotes??

Experience required to be PRESIDENT.

You couldn't be a new lawyer with 143 days of experience and become a partner in any law firm.

You couldn't get a job at McDonalds and become district manager after 143 days of experience.

You couldn't become chief of surgery after 143 days of experience being a surgeon.

You couldn't get a job as a teacher and be the superintendent after 143 days of experience.

You couldn't join the military and become a general after 143 days of experience.

You couldn't get a job as a reporter and become the nightly news anchor after 143 days of experience.

BUT.... (and only in the U.S.A is this possible)  "From the time Barack Obama was sworn in as a United States Senator, to the time he announced he was forming a Presidential exploratory committee, he logged just 143 days of 'experience' in the Senate.  That's how many days the Senate was actually in session and working.

After 143 days of work 'experience,' Obama believed he was ready to be Commander In Chief, Leader of the Free World.... 143 days.

We all have to start somewhere.  The senate is a good start, but after 143 days, that's all it is - a start.

AND, strangely, a large sector of the American public is okay with this and campaigning for him.  We surely wouldn't accept this in our own line of work, (if you would, then I in the wrong line of work) yet some are okay with this for the President of the United States of America, the most powerful position in the world?

Come on folks, we are not voting for the next American Idol! Please pass this on to all of your contacts.

Ok... if you are anything like me you will need a little while to digest all of that.  So I'll pick this up on the next post.  But real quick before you go, I'd like you to do something for me.  With your thumb and forefinger, rub your eyes from the outside toward the bridge of your nose.  When they reach the end, hold them there and with eyes closed, shaking your head, sigh with exasperation as loudly as you are able.  Now imagine that you did that same thing over 9,000 times today.  You might find yourself thinking, "What!?  Over 9,000?  That's impossible!"  If that's the case, then two things have occurred.  First, you have played your part in recreating a stupid internet meme very well.  And second, you have begun to appreciate my torment at having had to write what is to come.

Nous voici de retour avec le Secret Vauban qui nous avait bien occupé au début du mois de septembre.

Retrouvez la vidéo des aventures de Fanny et Valérie à bord de leur utilitaire Volkswagen Confort California du côté de Collioure dans les Pyrénées.

En attendant la suite des événements...

Voir aussi : Secret Vauban

I hope you can help. Don't be afraid if your suggestion gets me no further. I am patient. Let's do it. Heeeere's to the ordinary folks getting things done.

That doesn't seem healthy, though.  I suppose there are ways to do it that you could keep to yourself, but in the end it's gotta make you a little weird.  And I guess that is the ultimate answer to a question I didn't even ask.  But that doesn't matter, the answer doesn't change.

This tragedy has made us weird in the world.

I wonder if that sensation will last for the rest of our lives.  I think it will.  I hope we can work it in somehow and not just be consumed.  But the complexities of grief are layered with danger and criss-crossed with uncertainties.  Lu is still deeply sad.  I'm sad too, but I'm also pretty pissed off at the Universe itself.  Not a good way to be, really.  Sad is probably better.  Yet too much sadness is destructive as well.

All our circuits are misfiring.  I feel like we are jumping out of an airplane every morning.  All of my endocronic alarm bells are ringing full force to get me to realize that !Something is Wrong!  There is a child you are supposed to be caring for and you don't know where it is!!  Start the search!  Call in rescuers!  How could you have lost your son you dumbass!??!

Constantly denying a natural instinct is tough work.

We are compelled to love Silas and yet he is not here to receive that love.  Every thought and gesture of love towards our missing son is like another leap out of the airplane into an ether of grief.  The shock and depth of that plummet is so terrifying that we have to work to not keep making that leap.  But to prevent the grief it feels as though we have to deny our thoughts and our love of our son.  And that is terrible.  It is also impossible.

We will never stop thinking about him, and it will never stop making us sad.  We will walk across the earth plummeting in grief over and over again.  Not a healthy way to stroll, I'd say.

So we have to find a way to love our son even though he is a ghost, which I don't believe in, but that I can see here in this apartment with us, in my visions of the future, in my dreams, in the eyes of my wife, in the tears of family, in every atom of my being.  We will spend the rest of of lives trying to figure out how to love a ghost and I guess one good thing about that is it'll be something to do with all the time we have on our hands now.

• Uncle's 80th birthday
• Ninja Practice
• Meeting Jugglers
• Oktoberfest
• "Secret project" prep
• Tumblr, Tumblr, Tumblr
• Box Life comic strip launched
• blah

Lucky for me, I'm Catholic, and God loves me, so he gave the students an in-service day! w00tz! I might go see that American Carol movie today... So, that sums up why I haven't been blogging on here. Check out my tumblr though, cuz I'm always posting there!

-shane

The following article was written for Kidstuff magazine a year ago.  Not sure if I have 6-year-old and 7-year-old readers out there for this blog, but I'm certain you could use this somehow.  By the way, Math-Tinik came from "matinik", a Filipino slang meaning unusually well-versed.

Be Math-tinik

[How to Do Well in Math for 1^st and 2^nd Graders]

By: Wacks Cagampan

You’re in your early grade school.  And everyone is having trouble with the subject called “Math”.  Well, you don’t have to worry.  Here are some tips on how to make your Math life easy to begin with:

1.    Solve puzzles.  Math is just a bunch of puzzles.  Solve those puzzles at the back of juice drink packs and you’ll be ready for Math in no time.  Have fun!

2.    Sleep early for 8-10hours.  You need to be alert and awake in your Math class.  And remember, no sleeping in class!

3.    Do skip counting.  Do it by 2’s, and then by 3’s, then up to 9’s.  This will help you a lot with the other lessons.

4.    Follow each lesson carefully.  You can’t learn Lesson 2 without knowing Lesson 1 first.  And so on.

5.    Ask questions.  Teachers give the secret formula only to those who ask.  Don’t be afraid of your teachers.  Math teachers even love students who ask questions.

6.    Do all seatworks and homeworks.  If you get used to them, you can ace all math tests with no sweat.

7.    Do homeworks right away.  Do the Math homeworks first before the other homeworks.

8.    Ask Mom and Dad.  Let them help on your math homeworks.

9.    Teach.  If you know the lesson well, teach your classmates during free time.  Learn more while meeting new friends.  And it’s always good to help others.

10. Last but not the least, love Math.  It’s the easiest way to learn it.

[Note to parents: Want to know more on how to guide your kids in Math?  Email pogingwacks@yahoo.com.]

Wobbly!!!

Also, my two current favorite songs:  Ludacris, what them girls like, and Pussycat dolls, when I grow up

I need therapy. But therapy's expensive. So, here's my bright idea. I am going to journal my secrets...get all the crap out in the open. Only you will never know who I am.  In fact, there might never even be a "you." Who knows if anyone will ever read this. It's really not going to be interesting...

There are some things I can tell you about myself.  I'm a normal girl. Make that a woman--I'm 23. Okay, almost 24.  I'm married, most of the time "happily," going on six years to a boy I met in Bible Study. I'm a mom to three...one living with me and two living with God due to miscarriage.  I'm a Christian, and not the watered down version.   I'd call my faith strong, yet sometimes I still have my doubts.

I love my husband. I believe that love is a verb.  We will probably be married forever. I still have feelings for my ex boyfriends. Yes, plural. There are two of them who are still very special to me, and though I wish I could "get over" them, I feel that they will always be a part of who I am. I wish I had saved my virginity for my husband... I think that is a big part of why those men in the past are still stuck in my head (and heart).

 I have regrets. Many of them. If I could go back in time, I would.  I would probably marry my ex. That is so awful to admit, but in a way it feels good. I need to get stuff like that out.

 Who knows if this will help me or hurt me? I'm hoping it helps. I feel the need to be honest; to get my past off my chest. God is the only one who knows this stuff.  And, well, you.

Well not really, I've been lazily blogging for years, but this is the first one where I will be myself and be anonymous at the same time.
I've found that giving away the url to a blog where you share your deepest feelings to the people closest to you is a demotivating thing to do as far as continous blogging is concerned.

Did that sentance make any sense at all? It sort of took on a life of it's own. I apologize.

Anyway, for this blog I will be myself and 100% honest. I hereby swear that I will never give this url to anyone who knows me personally. Not that you as a reader care about that. Do random people even read random blogs anymore? I know I don't. Hopefully there are alot of people who are different from me out there.
I wouldn't be surprised at that actually.

Well, thanks for reading!
if you like the little you've read so far, be sure to bookmark and maybe add a little link in your own blog.

See you around,

- abscondo

well until next time... Waddle On!

-Pink Ster

www.pinkstercp.wordpress.com

NEXT CLASS MEETS

OCTOBER 14 , details below…

Throughout history, in all cultures and belief systems, it has been written and spoken of: The End Times, The Great Shift, and the end of the Mayan calendar. It is the Ascension. It is a planetary, and even galactic event as The Ascended Masters of all religions and denominations, as well as Lightworkers everywhere, are supporting and assisting us through this transitional time. We are on the cusp of the Thousand Years of Peace written of in The Book of Revelation by John Zebedee.

A great many books are dedicated to this subject, and I haven’t been called to write one, (yet) so here is a short list of what it is:

·       The planet and its inhabitants are in the process of a collective raising of our vibration to move out of the 3^rd Dimension and into the 5^th.

·       It is bringing Heaven to Earth ~ the realization of our highest and best potentials we have collectively visualized and prayed for.

·       The Spiritualizing of matter: the descent of our Higher Self, or Spirit, to embody the physical form.

To accomplish this we must, among other things:

·       Clear the negative ego,

·       Detox the body,

·       Rebuild the Light body,

·       Love and embrace all aspects of self ~ including

   the Shadow Self, (or what would be perceived as weakness or faults) as an expression of God.

·       Retrain ourselves to let our High Heart and Joy lead us in place of the logical/rational mind. The High Heart is the Chakra between the Throat and Heart Chakras. This is where the Pink Diamond Heart resides, our Highest God expression of us. When you see renderings of The Christ and Mother Mary with the crowned heart on fire, it is always on the High Heart.

·       We must consistently reach out to our Spirit Self, offering the Spiritual Handshake, as it eases into physicality so our consciousness and sub-consciousness are in sync.

We are doing all of these things already at a Higher awareness even if we are not consciously aware of it yet. The time has come to choose the At~one~ment within and without. Commit to your Ascension and that of the planet, and be the Master you are intended to be. In each of the Intend to Ascend classes;

·       I will give you easy, practical, and Self-Empowering tools you can use to maintain Peace of mind, body and Spirit to ease through these changes with grace.

·       I will lead a meditation to activate and accelerate your personal Ascension, and our Ascension as a group. These meditations are quite powerful, the effects are felt immediately and can last for days.

·       We will share, discuss Ascension symptoms, and include a Q&A.

·       And so much more…

• I am available for private sessions as well. My contact info is below.

You feel the change. You hear the call. Take the next step… 

Master your energies as the ‘shift happens’ and

flow into a New Beginning with grace and ease.

NEXT CLASS MEETS

OCTOBER 14 

Ongoing, Biweekly Classes

7pm  $22

Dark Star Philosophia

14A Old Harbor Road (to the left), Rockport

darkstaronline.com 978 546 3976

For more information email Susan Sloane at  sloane_9@hotmail.com

or call 978-413-4308

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This next Tuesday the 7^th of October we will have your host Sonia Novick here at Beyond The Living Show. Will bring you a night of CREATING WITH VISUALIZATION magic, I have a Special Guest Speaker “SBATAIN SLDARIAGA” ABUNZA FOUNDER!!! Sebastian will talk about “COMMENCING WITH LAW OF ATTRACTIONS AND LAW OF ABUNDANCE AND LAW OF RECEIVING” sharing his spiritual principals on creating reality, amongst other cool subjects.

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This show will be about CONNECTING TO THE ILLUMINATED ONES about having a major paradigm shift in realizing direct connection to your higher self through your expression, with this awareness what it will do for you is to give you the power to change your life for the better to achieve any desire you have in your life to help you on your path to greatness. If our audience would like to share we will also discuss a bit about my upcoming "movie" about my Near Death Experiences, Out of Body Experiences and Paranormal Phenomenon that have occurred to me.

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If people in our audience would like to have a FREE 15 MINUTE PRIVATE SESSION over the phone with Sonia for Medium-ship sessions or for your questions that you did not get to ask the people that were close to you and passed away before you were able to ask them. I will be your conduit to the communication with them.

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Please come visit us and ask your questions that you did not get to ask the people that were close to you and passed away before you were able to ask them. I will be your conduit to the communication with them.

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Our Radio show will be an open discussion forum in which we will share our experiences our wisdom.

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We know each others
Without confessing the whole of it
Just to keep the friendship
A little longer
Or hopefully forever

Their opinion
Are always in concern
Even if we yet follow
Our own lantern

With Friends
We could never be drab
We could have the gift of the gab
Sitting for hours in cafes
Or be silent for days
It doesn't really matter
For a friend's a hacker
Of our soul
Of our mind
They are really to find

Tonight
I listen to canned laughs
I close my eyes in thoughts
As if friends were insight
Because I have none
Because I have none

Mae Linat © 2008

You.

You the crafter.

You the writer of words.

You kill with one verb.

You seduce with another.

You know, yet not.

I am the prisoner unseen, unknown.

I am the lover.

You don't know.

You have entranced me.

You with your words.

You with a pen.

You with a paper.

You with the thought.

Me it reaches from miles away.

Me it seduces.

I the elusive.

Unlockables
The Different Types Of Sonic

If you get enough Silver Medals, you unlock different Crests that make Sonic stronger in a element.

Unlockable-----------------------------How to Unlock
Dark Type Sonic-----------------------100 Silver Medals
Fire Type Sonic------------------------105 Silver Medals
Wind Type Sonic-----------------------110 Silver Medals

Unlock Party Characters

Collecting Fire Souls will unlock the four hidden characters playable in the Party Mode.

Unlockable-------------------------------How to Unlock
Blaze------------------------------------105 Fire Souls
Cream-----------------------------------042 Fire Souls
Shadow---------------------------------030 Fire Souls
Silver-----------------------------------087 Fire Souls

Unlockable Awards

Do the required to unlock the award in Chapter 13/14.

Unlockable----------------------------------------How to Unlock
Bookworm----------------------------------------Play a total time of 24 hours
Celebrity-----------------------------------------Earned by playing attractions a total of 35 times
Chain Striker-------------------------------------Earned by obtaining 200 Ring chains
Champion----------------------------------------Win 1st in 120 Party Games
Dark Master--------------------------------------Beat 20 missions using at least 5 Dark skills and no Wind/Fire skills
Dealer-------------------------------------------Earned by winning World Bazaar a total of 7 times
Explorer-----------------------------------------Earned by winning at Treasure hunt a total of 7 times
Extreme Speeder--------------------------------Use Speed Break a total of 50 times
Flame Master-----------------------------------Beat 20 missions using at least 5 Fire skills and no Wind/Dark skills
Genie Buster------------------------------------Defeat a total of 1,000 Genies
Grind Performer---------------------------------Grind a Distance of 30Km(18.64 miles)
Hero-------------------------------------------Defeat Erazor Djinn
Pirate------------------------------------------Earned by winning at Pirates Coast a total of 7 times
Rebellion---------------------------------------Beat Erazor Djinn at level 25 or lower
Record Buster----------------------------------Set records for all party games that have records.
Ring Catcher-----------------------------------Collect a total of 10,000 Rings
Skill Collector----------------------------------Unlock every skill available
Skill Quinti-------------------------------------Beat 20 missions using 4 or less skills
Skill Saver-------------------------------------Beat 30 missions using less than 100 SP
Sonic Freak------------------------------------Use Sonic 30 times in Party Mode
Soul Collector----------------------------------Collect every Fire Soul
Star-------------------------------------------Earned by playing party games a total of 200 times
Super Player-----------------------------------Reach level 99
The Ultimate-----------------------------------Collect all Gold Medals
Theif------------------------------------------Earned by winning at Genie's Lair a total of 7 times
Time Controller--------------------------------Use Time Break for a total of 300 seconds
Trier------------------------------------------Earned by winning Tournament Palace a total of 7 times
True Hero-------------------------------------Defeat Alf Layla wa Layla
Wind Master----------------------------------Beat 20 missions using at least 5 Wind skills and no Fire/Dark skills
World Traveler--------------------------------Travel a total of 500 km (310.7 mi)

Credited to Gamefaqs.com

first of all, because it was 4:30 in the morning.  then again i did get a job with shifts that go from 5:30-7:30 in the morning so it is my fault but that doesn't mean i have to like doing it.  when i got to work, being the first person there in the morning i had to unlcok all the doors in the pool area.  well, i forgot one.  i forgot to unlock the men's locker room door.  so when at 6:00 the swim coach wanted to come in he couldn't come in through that door so he proceeded to walk out of the locker room, move two feet over to the other door that leads into the pool, yell at me hardcore, and then unlock the door himself. 

then later that morning, still before school, he saw that i was drinking sheetz cappacino and he said "isn't that expensive?" and i don't think that a dollar and fifty sense is especially expensive so i said No and then he shrugged and i know it doesn't seem like this means anything but trust me it was just a really awkward moment.

the person who came in to relieve me from work was suposed to come at seven thirty but she came at seven so now it's seven in the morning and school doesn't start for an hour what am i suposed to do? i can't sleep, i just drank cafiene.  i just sat in my car and listened to the hackneyed music on my ipod. 

i'll skip to lunch.  it was the worst lunch in my life.  i stood in the pizza line as usual, and sense there was a pep rally today we had pizza hut pizza.  well, even though i always stick up for the lunch ladies whenever people disrespect them, there is actually one who actually deserves it.  she is SUPER slow, she's like 25 years old, chinless, and all the super old lunch ladies are way faster than her, and nicer. 

usually the lunch lady will put the pizza on a little tray and then hand it to you.  but she was really slow and it was holding up the line so i just grabbed the pizza myslef like it makes a difference anyway.  i reached in and the kid a few people down started screaming "YO! THEY GET IT FOR YOU!"  and i'm like "thanks, todays my first day" which was obviously sarcasm because that kid knew im a senior why would he think i didn't know that? anyways i tried to pick up a slice and only half of it came up, the other half was stuck in the center of the pie.  when i tried to grab the other half out the lunch lady finally showed up and she pushed my hand away and said "STOP." like a mother scolding a little kid and i just wanted to scream MAYBE IF YOU WEREN'T SLOW AS USUAL I WOULDn't HAVE TO DO YOUR JOB MYSELF.   but instead i just ignored her and payed full price for half a piece.  she needs to get fired. (one time i heard one of the other lunch ladies yelling at her because she didn't empty the trash like she was suposed to. ha ha.)

then during lunch i realised i hate pretty much everyone i eat with in the cafeteria.  i'm SO glad i signed up to help in the library during my lunch period.

then i decided to skip the pep rally and hang out in the library where i found some of my other freinds that i really didn't feel like hanging out with so i sat by myself which means they thought i was mad at them and my phone kept vibrating every ten seconds with text masssages like "are you mad at me?" and "why are you sitting alone?" and "david, are you emo?" finally i just turned my phone off.

then i had to go to my other job, the one at sears.  first of all like six people made comments about my hair today which, as you know, i hate.  then some lady asked me if we carried mens over-alls and i told her we didn't and she got mad at me and yelled at me.  of course it's MY fault that a department store doesn't have men's over alls.   then when she was leaving she yelled at me again.  this time she said "what in the hell possessed you to die your hair blue?"  that's the kind of person that annoys me most in this entire world, the kind who thinks everything is their business. i just said "because i wanted to and i can." and then she kept talking and i turned my back on her and walked away but i heard her say "i swear, i am never coming back to this store again."  i wanted to think "yay me!" but instead i just felt bad.  i'm sorry but i'm still not aware that i did anything to make her mad besides work at a store that doesn't carry men's over-alls and have blue hair. 

i don't do so well with the whole "human interaction" thing.  not that it's really important to me that i get along with anyone, in fact sometimes i prefer it if i wasn't getting along with people so they will leave me alone.  it just suck that there are a few people who's paths i HAVE to cross.  or, they feel the need to cross mine. 

i bought the book "the secret" at wal-mart, and according to that book, "thoughts become things."  one part in the book says that if you dwell on how badly people treated you, it's like saying "i like it when people treat me badly and i want more people to treat me badly."  so when i was in the car on the way home from work i really tried to think "i want people to be good to me" because the book says if you think that, it will happen.

but i just WANTED to think about everything that happened to me today.  like, i wanted to really bad.  so i did.  i think it helped.  i guess i really don't believe what the book says.  i believe, that if i can think about the way people have treated me today i can sort out which parts of it were caused by me (even though i didn't think i did anything wrong) and which parts of it were caused by the stupidity of other people. 

like, even though i know i couldn't have done anything differently today because it's already night and the day is over, if i think about what's happened for a long time i can say " now i know not to do that again." like now i know that i should remember to open all the doors, and be agreeable to people, and just be patient with the lunch lady even though she doesn't deserve it, and stop caring what my freinds think because i obviously don't like them that much most of the time anyway, and now that i think 0f it, i SHOULD have thought "yay me!" when i turned my back on that lady in sears earlier today because she was rude to me even though i was nice to her. 

i'll think it now.

YAY ME!

YAY ME!